today is my birthday, it was so exciting for me to looking  forward to  my birthday when i was a child . but as the time goes by, i never expect my birthday as strongly as before. i know something was changed in my mind ! when i was a child , i hope i can be an adult as quickly as possible, but now .how much i want to go back .
today is my birthday , but i never feel happy, i really want to make myself happy, but i can't do it.
sometimes ,ii think about myself . what i 've got in these years, but i found that i lost so much , jobs, salary, love, marrige, parents, family,etc, everything is so troublesome. i hate being an adult, i really want to go back .
today is my birthday, but i feel much more puzzled, i'm confused what should i do next, what's the meaning of my life and what i am doing for. maybe everybody will considered it for himself, but how many people can find the answer? anyway. i can't.
today is my birthday, tha't mean i am older than before, but what's my direction?
where should i go ? i don't know !
please say "happy birthday "  to me !


a lost girl

YOU CAN LOST ALL, BUT  NOT LOST YOURSELF.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AND HAPPY EVERY DAY.

thanks !
i will value the things what i have now
and i hope everybody can do it ,too!

try your best

好熟悉的一段话阿

Cheer up!
What you said is what I want to say.
When I was a little child,I had to ask my parents for one jiao or two to buy some candy.,but I felt so happy. cause what I thought was the sweetness of the candy in my mouth.But now ,sometimes  I also buy candy,but I think about the calories of the candy,I think about getting fat.I f can't be happy.My future,family,job and so on also trouble me sometimes.But anyway,let it be ! Tomorrow is another day!We should like it and get ready for it!

my childhood